Depression

Black Coffee 

No sex drive

This month, I came to a heart-wrenching time; I realise that I can no longer get aroused sexually - physically - at my age, 68 I should expect this, but it is still a worry for me.

I am going on a Black Coffee regime as I did once before, that time the reason was to keep my mond from wandering into the darker areas of my mind - I have many - this time the reason is so I don't get any dreams of attractive ladies.

I don't know if I will come out of this depression, or even if I think it is worth coming out knowing what lies ahead. My previous record was three dayswithout sleep, I hope to beat that.