My life has been a lie

 Another Life

                                           Romance in Didcot

I have several things to clear up in this blog.

What is the lie?

Who started it?

Why did it start?

What stopped the lie?

The lie is I thought I was unattractive.

I started the lie.

I began to convince myself of the lie, being unsure of myself in my teens. Rather than get turned down when I asked a girl out, I decided not to ask. From that point, I was on a downward spiral. I couldn't convince myself, even after I was married, as my wife was introduced to me on a blind date.

My wife convinced me she loved me, and we had 38 years together.

Even after my wife passed in in January, 2025, my opinion didn't alter. I was back to my mindset, only approaching 69. This is when the rot set in, at 69, I thought no lady would wish to engage in a relationship with me. This proved to be the BIGGEST lie I told myself, as my popularity on SoulmateMeets shows.

I have many admires, some are too young for cosideration, others are too far from me. One lady has taken to me, Svitlana, lives in Didcot.

My original purpose of entering the world of Mature Dating was to see how ladies viewed me, not to boost me ego, to get a female view of myself