Which is more disconcerting?

 The Dream

                                                The Waking

This morning - Monday, May 26th, 2025 - I had a dream which may have scared many people.

In the dream, I commited suicide, the dream took place in Clevedon, Somerset. You may ask why Clevedon; the answer is I lived there for over 25 years, and apart from having a few friends, I hated the place. I have said several times, Clevedon is the place to go to die.

I set my popular ghost story - Old Chruch Ghosts - in the village.

The special edition above contains the four versions of my short story, including the one I thought I had lost.

Which is more disconcerting?

I am not sure which is more worrying, the fact I had the dream, which was so clear, or that when I woke from the dream, I had no worry over having had the dream?