Is this my Moment?

 Near Death Episodes

                                                            Is this my Destiny?

Destiny or Fate?

You can decide for yourself, readers.

Over the years, I have asked myself many times, why have I survived? what is the puropse of my life? Does my life have a purpose?

As early as the age of 11, I had a near death experience when I almost drowned, I would have, had I not been a stong swimmer. When I was in a wriitng group whose cenre was in Munich, Germany. I scared some of the colleagues in the group by a revelation of one of my expereinces. I said at the time, "It's one thing to read about them, and another to know someone who has looked death in the face."

People tend not to believe me, yet it is true, I am not scared of death; I am scared of dying. One of my fears is to be kept alive by a machine.

I have asked the question often, if my life has a reason why haven't I found it? I question if I have had a guardian angle looking over me too, as I have had many near death instances; on of which scares me the longer I think of what  may have happened. That incident happened over 40 years ago, so that sows how much it affected me.

Could the great review of my new book, be what my life has been about, or am I wishing for something, for which I am not destined to have?