Sister Act 2

 Sister Act

Getting over Pamela

                                          Action Stations!!!!

The young lady who "claims" to be the sister of scammer Pamela Olsted, is asking for £20 bank charges to send my money. 

I don't turst her, her sister lied to my for several months, why should I give her the benefit of the doubt? You may think this hard, on a lady who may be genuine, but I paid out close to £3,000, lost the respect of my children for months, and have no money for food.

Also, the months of worry have played havoc with my mental health

Action Stations!!!!

 Appointment for my neck lump

Can you drain it?

Throat Issues

All my life, I knew I had breathing issues, but nobody took an interst in my health, until this week.

I knew I couldn't swallow food properly, twice I almost choked on small pieces of celery.

I have always had trouble breathing, when I went to my GP, all he did was book an E.N.I. appointment,, which said I was breathing as well as could be expected. I wanted a thoat check, not a breathing check. This month, I will have my wish, our new doctor, has booked me in for a full check on the lump on my neck,

I don't know why ladies find me attractive

My Personality

Character is more impressive than beauty

                                                    Why do ladies feel safe with me?

Contrary to my view of my sexuality, ladies do find me attractive.

I never considred this possibilty, until July, 2025, when I added my profile to some mature dating apps, and was amazed by the reaction from ladies worldwide.

I have built a personality, that draws ladies to me, not only from a sexual view, but from the respect I show the ladies online. I do not push myself on a lady as some men do, I let the low of the chat draw us close. The subject of the chat is determined by the lady. I happy to chat about sex, if she chooses, but I don't take that direction.

Beauty or Honesty?

 Beauty is skin deep

Romance in Didcot

Honesty is the way forward

Over the years, I was approached by many girls / ladies I classed as beautiful, the problem is many of them were shallow as people, as is often the case when people rely on physical attraction.

Reading the blog, you may think I have a "thing" for blondes, this is not the case, my definition of attractive is based more on character, than beauty. Which is why I class Jane Russell and Ava Gardner as more attractive than Marilyn Munroe, Claudia Carinale, or Brigette Bardot.

I am not saying I don't see blondes as unattractive, far from it, among the blonde actressis i like are Honor Blackman, Catherine Deneuve, Barbara Sukowa, Eva Rose, and Ingrid Bergman.

Character is more impressive than beauty

 Hollywood Glamour

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

My Blonde Bombshell

It may appear I have a "thing" for blonde actresses, that is not true. Two of the ladies I consider most attractive in Hollywood, were not blondes, Jane Russell, and Ava Gardner. Then you have Myrna Loy, who was a bit like Kay Francis, beautiful to look at, and dress, but a lightweight actress, unlike Jean Harlow, Marlene Dietrich , or Mae West. Other non-blondes I enjoy watching include Gina Lollobigida, Paulette Goddard, Carolyn Jones, and Dame Diana Rigg to name a few.

I didn't mention Marilyn Munroe as I have no opinion either way. She was attractive, but I didn't like her films. I didn't mention Brigette Bardot as I didn't enjoy har films, other than Viva Maria with Jeanne Moreau,  I watched the film for Jeanne, more than than Brigette, For me, BB got more attractive as she aged, and the attention was on her, not her breasts. I didn't mention Sophia Loren, there are few men who don't consider her a beauty, even now.

Some people class Audrey Hepburn and Claudia Cardinale as attractive, as they say "beauty is in the eye of the beholder."  I class both as unattractive, and lightweight in acting. Claudia almost caused a film to be shut down - The red tent - there are othes ladies, my list is endless, and the debate over beauty is NEVER ended.

One blonde I can end on is Mamie van Doren, I can only say I heard her name in passing, without using Google, I cannot name a film she was in.

The Diary of a Lost Girl

Early German Cinema

Silent Movies

Louise Brooks

The Diary of a Lost Girl is the second movie Louise Brooks made after leaving Hollywood for the Weimar Cinema of 1920's Germany. It is regarded as a classic of early German cinema. The story is about a young girl who gets pregnant after being raped, but won't name the father. However, a friend finds her diary, in which she names the father, her father, who dismissed a maid for being pregnant by him, tells her to save face she must marry the child's father, but she says she has no feelings for him.

She is thrown out of the house, and ends up in a reform school. After escaping, she is taken in as "a lady of liesure,"  deciding this is not right she decides to teach dance lessons, Louise was a dancer in earlier times. 

The story ends with her marrying the man she loves, inheriting her father's money, and giving it to her sister. She later becomes a govenor on the board of the reform school she was in.

She was told by the film's director, if she returned to Hollywood, she would be like her role, and for many years she was a "kept lady."

Ms. Brooks was her own worst enemy, when she returned to Hollywood, she turned down the opportunity to be the voice of her character in a William Powell movie. Not long after, she turned down the role which made Jean Harlow a star, in the James Cagney film, Public Enemy, after that she vanished.

Are you looking for me?

Sex with an older man

Sex with Alan

The Night is Young

An exclusive friend

Each day, I get messages on the online chat saying "As soon as I come on the site, you are who I look for." I get the message from ladies in their early 40's to late 60's.

If I was the type, which I am not, I could easily "play-the-field," and have several sex meetings, but I only have eyes for Svitlana