Genetics
There but for the Grace of God
There is a verse in the Bible about a man cursing his family for four generations Deuteronomy 5:9 and Exodus 34:7, that is how I feel about my paternal heritage.
My father's father got a maid pregnant, and left her. My father never knew his father; I inherited bad genetics from my mother, and passed them to my family.
When my son said he could not have children, I was upset, now, I feel as though we were cursed. I have passed several genetic flaws to my children.
I joked in my days in school, and for a long time after; I felt I was made from the leftovers of experients by Dr. Frankenstein, as I had no girlfriends. The longer I live, the more my joke appears to have foretold my life
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