Writing is going to be Painful for me

 A mental strain

A Physical Strain

The mental strain of writing, for me, is to write a story, and to think nobody will read it. This is a great block to me as a writer. The only good thing about wriitng, is it gives me an escape from thinking about the recent death of my wife.

The physical strain is that I have constant muscle pains in my right shoulder, and any movement send daggers of pain through my left arm